saritura in-naltime

a difficult realization

O Lord, I came to a difficult realization today…

I want to be humble, but not humbled.

I want to be forgiven, but not repentant.

I want to be saved, but not purified.

Save me from my easy faith, which is not faith at all.

Give me strength and desire to truly follow you no matter the cost.

Change my heart, because without your power my heart serves only.

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